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WHEN I FIRST READ "MALIGNANT SELF LOVE" I ABOUT DROPPED OVER. MY N. FIT EVERY DESCRIPTION TO A TEE. I KNEW ALL ALONG THAT SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH HIM. HE IS THE MOST CHARMING, SWEET, ADORABLE, POLITE MAN YOU COULD EVER MEET. HE STUDIED ME FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS BEFORE ASKING ME OUT. HE HAD A FULL HEAD OF PURE WHITE HAIR PULLED BACK INTO A PONYTAIL. BLACK EYEBROWS, PIERCING GREEN EYES, A WHITE MUSTACHE AND GOATEE AGAINST A VERY TANNED COMPLEXION. AT 6 FEET HE TOWERED OVER ME. WE TRAVELED 15,000 MILES ON HIS TWO MOTORCYCLES. WHAT A FANTASTIC TIME WE HAD. BUT THERE WERE THOSE "ODD THINGS. LIKE WHEN HE CALLED ME ON MY CELL PHONE AT FIRST HE WOULD DISCISE HIS VOICE TO SOUND LIKE A CHILD. WHEN WE WENT ON ONE OF OUR TRIPS HE WOULD REFER TO IT AS "GOING OUT TO PLAY". HE WAS ABSOLUTLY ANAL ABOUT EVERYTHING. AS TIME WENT ON HE STARTED TO SHOW HIS CONTEMPT FOR ALL HIS "FRIENDS" AND CO-WORKERS. BY THE END HE HATED EVERYBODY ON EARTH. HIS MANIPULATION AND MIND GAMES WERE ENDLESS. WHILE LIVING WITH HIM I GOT TOO CLOSE TO HIM. I LEARNED TOOOOO MANY OF HIS SECRETS. HE RUINED EVERY HOLIDAY . THEN HE PLANNED MY ABANDONMENT. HE EVEN TOLD ME WHAT TO WEAR THAT DAY. HE TOOK A PICTURE OF ME SITTING ON THE BIKE THAT DAY. HE HAD NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE. HE HAD A PICTURE OF HIS LAST GIRLFRIEND ON THE SAME BIKE. SHE HAD A BLACK LEATHER JACKET WITH RED ROSES ON IT. HE GAVE ME THE EXACT SAME JACKET! HE HAD US BOTH GET THE SAME SHORT HAIRCUT. HIS NEW GIRLFRIEND HAS THE SAME HAIRCUT. HE GOT US ALL TO TINT OUR CAR WINDOWS. EEEEEERRRRIE! HE TOLD ME THAT HIS LAST GIRLFRIEND WAS JEALOUS. HE ACCUSED ME OF BEING JEALOUS AT THE END. I COULD GO ON AND ON ABOUT HOW HE MATCHED THE THINGS IN THAT BOOK. HE SAID HE HAD BEEN IN COUNCELING TWICE AND THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY. NEED I WONDER WHAT THE DIAGNOSIS WAS? I TRIED TO HAVE CLOSURE WITH HIM , BUT ONCE AGAIN HE FOLLOWED THE BOOK. I GOT NOTHING BUT PSYCO-BABBLE. AND NOW HE'S HURTING SOMEONE ELSE. GOD, WHEN DOES IT END?

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